Karma.......

The Karma Test
How Much Do You Have?




Tanis, in the last year you've earned 806 karma points

You've earned these points by doing good things, therefore allowing good things to circle back to you. There are 6 different ways people earn karma, and by looking at your responses to this test, we can tell that your noble nature is earning you the most karma.Doing good deeds seems to be your strong suit and such kind actions are an important way that you've earned your karma up to this point. By giving your time to the people and causes you care about most, you enhance life for your community as a whole. Being willing to lend a hand strengthens your current relationships and may come back to you positively in the future. In your concerted efforts to do what you can for the greater good, you generate positive karma for yourself and the universe.

I found the Karma Test while on Tickle taking the test to find my color, check it out at: http://web.tickle.com/tests/karma/

My Color Is Red....

My Color is Red.

Red symbolizes passion, romance, and love. So, since you're ruled by red, you probably trust your feeling more than your brain and tend to act spontaneously. If you see something you want, you go for it without thinking twice- impulsive is your middle name. You don't wait around for people to make decisions, either; you dive right in. Quite the romantic, you pay close attention to your emotions. In fact, if your heart isn't in what you're doing, you won't be satisfied. Of course, even when you do pour all your energy into the projects you tackle, your impetuous nature means your passions can shift as frequently as the wind. That's why some reds have trouble with commitment. Overall though, it's great to be red. No one lives life more completely than you do.

I was tagged by Katrina and jEnn, I'll be tagging Bob-O, April and Tracey.

To find out your color go to: http://web.tickle.com/color/

Loss............

My "adopted Dad" passed away Wednesday, December 20, 2006. I was just getting in the shower getting ready to go and see him in the hospital when I recieved the call. I will miss him greatly, but I am glad that he is not suffering anymore........

I hope that I did him proud during the visitation and funeral service. The "Iceman" was in true form. I held all my emotions in and was able to be there for "Mom" and the family without breaking down. I did however get to spend some time with Him alone after everyone left the visitation and I let all gaurds down and cryed like a baby. Then I gathered myself together and no one was the wiser....

I just worry about "Mom" once all the family leave and she will be home with just her and her youngest son..............

I've Been Tagged...

I noticed that I've been tagged by April to tell six weird things about me, so here they are:

1. Anytime I hit something I say ouch, even if I did'nt feel anything....

2. I have a habit of always asking "what", even when I hear what is said....

3. When I sat down to eat my drink has to be on the left side of my plate....

4. At times when I am sleeping my whole body will suddenly jerk.....

5. When trying to speak to some one that speaks a different language, I will speak louder so they might understand me......

6. I have hair on the top of my feet.........

So there you go, not too exciting I know, and here are the people I'm tagging: jEnn, Katrina, Bob-O, Poco, Anna and Jeniece...............

Which Way To Go.......

I've been trying to spend a lot of time with my "dad" at the hospital. Not only to be with him but also to help his wife, whom I consider my "mom". Last week when things were looking real bad, mom ask me if I would make sure and stay close to her for support. Which I agreed to without hesitation. But in trying to spend time with them and be there for support, I have apparently upset my wife whom has made statements like, "do you still want to be married to me?" and "you just don't want to spend any time with me anymore, do you?". So this morning I got up and went to the hospital for a while and helped mom give dad a bath and change his clothes then I went and picked up my wife for lunch. Well, you didn't have to worry about not having time to eat your food at lunch, nothing was said, we just sat there and ate.

After lunch my wife ask why I have been having such an attitude with her lately, to which I answered that I was not the one with the attitude and I was just getting tired of hearing the little remarks about how I'm not wanting to be with her. That went over great.

To make a long story short, I told mom that I would not be able to come to the hospital tonight, which made me feel like total shit, and am now planning to have supper made when my wife gets home from work. Maybe that will help her to believe that I want to be with her. You would think that after being married for 14 years she would realize that I want to be with her, but who knows maybe I'm just not that good of a husband. Which right now I don't feel like a very good "son" either.....................................