Emotions......

Emotion: strong feeling: a state of mental agitation.

Funny how much emotions can change a person's life. First of all, Love, boy there's a big one. As I've said before, I believe that love is the hardest and most powerful emotion we have. It can strike at anytime and is very hard to overcome once it has a hold of you. But just remember there is a difference between love and lust, unfortunately some people don't recognize the difference between the two and jump into a relationship based on lust and find at a later date they've made a mistake. The emotion Love can cause people to change and to do things they would normally never do or even think about doing. For example, love can take a cold-hearted person and turn them into an outgoing person. I believe that even people with the blackest of hearts are susceptible to the emotion of love.



Now love can do great things to a person, but it can also be devastating. Take some one that falls in love with another that will not return that love and it can destroy a person..........

A Clear Conscience......

What does it take to have a totally clear conscience? Does one have to confess all their wrong doings to everyone or can you just make peace within yourself with the things that haunt you? What of your criminal minds? Are they somehow immune to the feelings of a conscience and if so how does one override the teachings of the world and retrain their mind to not feel any remorse for doing something that is wrong. I wonder if even the people with the blackest hearts ever feel that small tinge of guilt while they are alone and their mind is thinking.
Is a conscience something that is instinctive or must it be taught to a person. And if it is instinctive how do some people in life go around without a conscience? Have they strayed from what we think of as normal human behavior and adopted their own set of rules in life or where they just born with some kind of defect.........

Trouble Adjusting....

I've been on day shift for a week now. I'm glad to finally be on days, but it has been hard adjusting my daily schedule of things. I should be able to get more things done in the day now, but instead I seem to not be getting anything done at all. Right now I'm waiting for the grass to dry off so I can finish mowing the yard, which I've been trying to get done for the past four days. I am supposed to go in to eat lunch with my wife at 11:00 and then need to be back in town around 3:00 to workout, so I don't know how much yard work I'm going to get done this morning. Sometime I need to take my patrol car in to get the oil changed, but I can only have that done at around 5:00pm, so that kinda makes it tough to schedule in. I know I just need to stop whinning and get things done, it's just going to take a little while to adjust, but it'll come around........

Back to Normal, For Now......

Well I made it past October 1st and was able to change shifts, which is great. Now my work day is from 7:00am to 3:00pm. It seems kinda weird after being on evenings and midnights for the last year. I get to live a fairly normal life for the next three months, which is great, I'll get to spend time with my family now.
Of course the administration gods couldn't just let things rotate and not meddle with things a little, so our shift got a new sergeant and then they took one person away from us and did not replace him, so we get to work the next three months short-handed, oh well. Last they advised me that they are going to take my radar unit out of my vehicle, so to all you speeders out there I guess you'll get by me now, haha. Right now I'm just glad to be back to a fairly normal life so all is well.........